Resistance is the most toxic force on the planet. It is the root of more unhappiness than poverty, disease, and erectile dysfunction. to yield to Resistance deforms our spirit. it stunts us and makes us less than we are and were born to be. if you believe in God (and I do) you must declare Resistance evil, for it prevents us from achieving the life God intended when He endowed each of us with our own unique genius. Genius is a Latin word; the Romans used it to denote a holy spirit, holy and inviolable, which watches over us, guiding us to our calling.
a writer writes with his genius; an artist paints with hers; everyone who creates operates from this sacramental center. it is our soul's seat, the vessel that holds our being in potential, our star's beacon and Polaris.
every sun casts a shadow, and a genius's shadow is Resistance. as powerful as is our soul's call to realization, so potent are the forces of Resistance arrayed against it. Resistance is faster than a speeding bullet, more powerful than a locomotive, harder to kick than crack cocaine. we're not alone if we've been mowed down by Resistance; millions of good men and women have bitten the dust before us. and here's the biggest bitch: we don't even know what hit us. I never did. from age twenty-four to thirty-two, Resistance kicked my ass from east coast to west and back again thirteen times and I never knew it existed. I looked everywhere for the enemy and failed to see it right in front of my face.
have you heard this story: woman learns she has cancer, six months to live. within days she quits her job, resumes the dream of writing Tex-Mex songs she gave up to raise a family (or starts studying classical greek, or moves to the inner city and devotes herself to tending babies with AIDS). woman's friends think she's crazy; she herself has never before been happier. there's a post-script. woman's cancer goes into remission.
is that what it takes? do we have to stare death in the face to make us stand up an confront Resistance? does Resistance have to cripple and disfigure our lives before we wake up to its existence? how many of us have become drunks and drug addicts , developed tumors and neuroses, succumbed to to painkillers, gossip, and compulsive cell-phone use, simply because we don't do that thing our hearts, our inner genius, is calling us to? Resistance defeats us. if tomorrow morning by some stroke of magic every dazed and benighted soul woke up with the power to take the first step toward pursuing his or her dreams, every shrink in the dictionary would be out of business. prisons would stand empty. the alcohol and tobacco industries would collapse along with junk food, cosmetic surgery, and infotainment businesses, not to mention pharmaceutical companies, hospitals, and the medical profession from top to bottom. domestic abuse would become extinct. as would addiction, obesity, migraine headaches, road rage, and dandruff.
look in your own heart.
unless I'm crazy, right now a still small voice is piping up, telling you as it has ten thousand times, the calling that is yours and yours alone. you know it. no one has to tell you. and unless I'm crazy, you're no closer to taking action on it than you were yesterday or will be tomorrow.
you think Resistance isn't real? Resistance will bury you.
you know, Hitler wanted to be an artist. at eighteen he took his inheritance, seven hundred kronen, and moved to vienna to live and study. he applied to the academy of fine arts and later to she school of architecture. ever see one of his paintings? neither have I. Resistance beat him. call it an overstatement, but I'll say it anyway: it was easier for Hitler to start World War II than it was for him to face a blank square of canvas."
